Wow, it's been a really long time since I've posted anything.  Not too much is new with me, but I have once again changed what my career path is going to be-so in a nutshell...this month......just kidding.....-my new major is mortuary science, yes morbid and creepy, but it's where I think God is calling me.  I think he's been pushing me in that direction my whole life, and when I was around middle school age it's what I wanted to go into, but it all kind of just phased out when one of my friends said she was going into nursing, so I thought I'd try that.  But I think I'm finally pushed where I need to be.  So I'll be getting my gen eds done at a community college for 2 semesters, whether that be in KC or in columbia.  I'm not so sure I want to move back just yet.  But as soon as I get my gen eds done I'll be going to Kansas City Community College for their mortuary science program and as soon as I get into the program I'll be living in Meyers Funeral home with one of my best friends Alicia, so I've got the plan in order, it's just when I'm going to put the plan into action that's the thing.  Things with Peter are going to also make a difference on when i do things.  Speaking of Peter... 

Peter and I are doing wonderful, we have a spat every once in a while, but those only last a few hours, and we went from the day after christmas until last night without anything, and the one last night was resolved tonight(sooner if I didn't have to work, no big though I'm actually enjoying work-wierd huh), so I think we're doing great!  He's back to the point where he wants to be in a relationship again, he just doesn't feel it's the right time-but it is getting closer, and he is saying he can't see himself spending the rest of his life with anyone else, and doesn't want to spend it with anyone else, so we're just kind of waiting for the right time for everything and not rushing anything.  We've kind of figured that rushing things was where they went bad.  Right now it's tax season so nothing will happen until April, he's working at least 10 hours 6 days a week, so he's not got the time or the energy to really worry about much else than work, and what to eat-on the days I don't cook for him at least(which isn't too often, but he usually has a lot of leftovers).  We're very much in love and I think the rut/funk we were in is slowly becomming non-existent, which is good.  We're not afraid to approach the M word anymore(marriage for those of you that don't know ;o)  ), and our communication is much better, so that helps a lot too.

Work is going great, the hospital is much better after I had my 6 month eval with my boss, and as far as Bath and Body Works, if I worked there enough to tell you how it is I would, but I haven't worked in over a week!  I'm getting maybe one or two days a week and that's about it.  I might be asking for more days here before too long, but who knows, it is nice for things to finally have calmed down a little bit in my life.  And not working as much I can go home more, which will be good because Peter's in tax season and I'm not working a lot so I don't have much to do other than sit around and get fat, or go to the gym, which I joined not too long ago-and have lost 12 pounds this week!

All in all my life is good right now, had a great christmas and the new year has gotten off to a great start, so leave me comments I love getting them!

So I was thinking, Christmas is only like 18 days away, 2 weeks and 4 days, and I still have a few people to shop for and only like 2 paydays left before hand....hmmm....Work is going well, both jobs.  Bath and Body is getting busy and the hospital is too.  At least I'm getting paid for the amount of time I spend at both places and losing sleep, because I don't sleep much and I spend all of my time working and not sleeping!  Or I spend it with Peter, which I've been doing a lot of lately.  It's amazing how much better things get when you quit fighting over and sweating the small stuff.  Things have been great the past month and a half or so, I really think we're on our way-of course I don't want to jynx myself, so that's just a prediction.  I'm going home to kansas city here in a week or so for the day and then I'm going home over christmas, so that will be good, I miss my family, but when don't I?  Anyways, not too much to report, I love living in Columbia, I love Peter, I kinda like one job and love the other job, so things are going great!  Love you all and leave me lots of comments!

 I love jaclyn too ;o)

I don't want to jynx myself, but things are wonderful right now, and I love Peter so much, and  he loves me so much.  Everything is great!